its been, mmmmm maybe 8 month i havent update this blog. hahaha wel im so glad to be back here by finding my lost password of this blog.
well, so, i mean too many changes in my life so far. personality, relationship, ideology, and even music taste.
yeay okaay, i will start from my changes in music taste.
8 month ago, it is like there is a big big wall in my music taste. yes i believe you guys know about the nowadays teenage trend that, hmmm trapped in a music genre called metal, screamo, hardcore or everything else around it. hahaha it's just embarassing to think of it and telling it that i have been behind that wall. i mean, i have been in that trend wave. skinny jeans, skinny t-shirt, all black, oh well i wear those things 8 month ago. every day in 8 month ago i always listen to bands like job for a cowboy, bring me the horizon and other loud things, and when i listen to other music i said "what music is this?" with cynical expression. and then i dont know what, when and why something makes me think that, woooow im just so stupid. im trapped in that trend wave. that 'something' makes me think i have closed my own world and eyes to the entire world. the entire world got so rich, with different kind of music, people, and anything more. while my own world got so poor, it is just fulfilled by one type of music genre, and one type of people. that 'something' had push me to open my eyes, heart and my own world and think more globally. finally i have changed my music taste. i dont say i stop listening metal screamo hardcore and whatever it is, but i listen to MORE music, off course different music. i have removed that big big wall.
my personality and ideology changes.
personally, i feel i have changed. when i look back to my 8 month ago, it's just a different kind of me. 8 month ago, what can be described from me is: emotonal. yes, emotional, i use my emotion to run everything in my life. i make decision, i think, i study, all with emotion. 8 month ago, i make decision that is comfortable with me, and decision which makes me happy. then, one day i heard and read a word, "everyone who thinks with his or her emotion, is a stupid person". what the hell? this is totally wrong. that's what i thought firstly when i heard that word. then i asked my father, is that word right. he said yes, a smart person thinks with his or her logic, and decides which decision is right and good for all people, not decision which makes a happy feeling or comfort only for ourselves. i feel i changed alot after that. weew. i start to use my logic alot and less with emotion.
my relationship.
haa im very lucky to have ayie now.
oooohkay, well that was my reflection of myself, by me personally. give me comments if you dont or do see my changes.
bye
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