so, well i welcome this scene one more time in this highschool period.
i found some, mmm online advice to get through, but this is the part that i mostly done:
1. Think through everything in your head. Go ahead and mull it over, as many times as necessary, within reason. Consider all the reasons you two broke up. There had to have been a reason for it all to end, right? If there was a reason but it wasn't a good one, then understanding that you enjoyed one another for awhile, but it wasn't enough to make a life on can help you move forward.
2. Clean up! A breakup can signify a new beginning. Therefore, cleaning your personal space will leave you feeling refreshed and prepared for the new things to come. A mess can be overwhelming and depressing, and will just add to your stress level. The added bonus is that keeping busy with tidying your space doesn't require a lot of brain power, but does require just enough focus to keep you from recycling pain. Occupying yourself with these tasks designed to make your life better and easier will also occupy your mind enough to help you through the residual pain.
3. Think Positive Hey, now that you're not with your ex, you can do anything - date anyone, and not have to worry about them. You're free! Of course, don't forget about respecting other peoples' thoughts while feeling released and free. And always remember to be true to yourself
and some online tips:
1. Remember those old catch phrases: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger", "Everything happens for a reason", "There are other fish in the sea" and likewise. When you go through a break up or some other emotionally challenging time in your life, you're actually getting closer to finding true happiness because you are getting to know your true inner self. This may or may not include marriage or romantic relationships... and that is okay, no matter what you do in life.
ssoo, every person has their own weakness, and so do i.
bye!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Friday, January 4, 2008
roses and butterflies
wooow im just walking through youtube and i found an amazing video of one of my favourite band, making april. amazing version of "roses and butterflies".
two minutes murder
OHOOOOOHO weirdest posting of mine. hahaha this is just sooo stupid that i miss my old band, two minutes murder!
maybe a year ago i started this band with dias ganes and pasha. ahahaha i clearly remember the first time we play together in a band we play jakarta flame's "a walk into the valley of death". well it was without ganes as the vocal. then ganes join me dias and pasha, so ganes screams in this band hahahaha. days go on and we played some songs like underoath's and as i lay dying's, played at a show in our school (hahahahahahahahahaha). no satisfaction with all of what we did, we made a song. i remember it was a wednesday after school, we went to lain music studio and made a song. oooh i remember how happy i am that time, when i cant believe I MADE A SOOONG! hahahahahaha weird song yesyes. days go on again, and we decided to record it. i also remember how hard it is to find a shift in studios to record our song, and finally i found oranye studio. then on 27th january 2007 we recorded our song at 10 in the morning, while forever damnation (well it was only insan, imo, jordy, and nicky) accompanied us. pasha didnt come that day so i record bass's tracks, and dias came late, so me and ganes made the drum's track together. recording ran clearly that day, but i went home earlier when i finish the guitar, bass, and (some) drum track. ganes stayed at the studio and wait until the balancing process of the song finished. that day (recording day) at night, i open two minutes murder's myspace, and well, the song was posted by gary and ganes! im so happy that time that i listen to our song maaaaaaaaaany times that night.
and well the recording was done, and people gave us (alhamdullilah) good comments about our song. since then, we dont have any band practice more after the recording. naturally, ganes told me he wants to have band practice, since we havent practice in 2 or 3 weeks. he also told me he wants two minutes murder to play underoath's "in regards to myself". but theeeen, a conflict happened between me and ganes. ahahaha i dont have to tell what it is. so then i made a decision, i resign from two minutes murder, and what a coincidence dias told me the same thing, he wants to resign from two minutes murder. so theen, two minutes murder kept going without me and dias, and with additional players.
hahahaha yes that's a short story about my old band. hahaha i think you know what it feels, to be in a band, and then resigned, and dont play in band for a long time, hahahahahahahhaa.
okay here they are, pictures of two minutes murder that left in my laptop.
okay then, see you on my next post
bye
maybe a year ago i started this band with dias ganes and pasha. ahahaha i clearly remember the first time we play together in a band we play jakarta flame's "a walk into the valley of death". well it was without ganes as the vocal. then ganes join me dias and pasha, so ganes screams in this band hahahaha. days go on and we played some songs like underoath's and as i lay dying's, played at a show in our school (hahahahahahahahahaha). no satisfaction with all of what we did, we made a song. i remember it was a wednesday after school, we went to lain music studio and made a song. oooh i remember how happy i am that time, when i cant believe I MADE A SOOONG! hahahahahaha weird song yesyes. days go on again, and we decided to record it. i also remember how hard it is to find a shift in studios to record our song, and finally i found oranye studio. then on 27th january 2007 we recorded our song at 10 in the morning, while forever damnation (well it was only insan, imo, jordy, and nicky) accompanied us. pasha didnt come that day so i record bass's tracks, and dias came late, so me and ganes made the drum's track together. recording ran clearly that day, but i went home earlier when i finish the guitar, bass, and (some) drum track. ganes stayed at the studio and wait until the balancing process of the song finished. that day (recording day) at night, i open two minutes murder's myspace, and well, the song was posted by gary and ganes! im so happy that time that i listen to our song maaaaaaaaaany times that night.
and well the recording was done, and people gave us (alhamdullilah) good comments about our song. since then, we dont have any band practice more after the recording. naturally, ganes told me he wants to have band practice, since we havent practice in 2 or 3 weeks. he also told me he wants two minutes murder to play underoath's "in regards to myself". but theeeen, a conflict happened between me and ganes. ahahaha i dont have to tell what it is. so then i made a decision, i resign from two minutes murder, and what a coincidence dias told me the same thing, he wants to resign from two minutes murder. so theen, two minutes murder kept going without me and dias, and with additional players.
hahahaha yes that's a short story about my old band. hahaha i think you know what it feels, to be in a band, and then resigned, and dont play in band for a long time, hahahahahahahhaa.
okay here they are, pictures of two minutes murder that left in my laptop.
okay then, see you on my next post
bye
jakarta: traffic disaster
ohhh well jakartajakartajakarta. dont blame your parents if they keep shouting to you after work if this is the reality:
Thursday, January 3, 2008
newest update and my life so far
its been, mmmmm maybe 8 month i havent update this blog. hahaha wel im so glad to be back here by finding my lost password of this blog.
well, so, i mean too many changes in my life so far. personality, relationship, ideology, and even music taste.
yeay okaay, i will start from my changes in music taste.
8 month ago, it is like there is a big big wall in my music taste. yes i believe you guys know about the nowadays teenage trend that, hmmm trapped in a music genre called metal, screamo, hardcore or everything else around it. hahaha it's just embarassing to think of it and telling it that i have been behind that wall. i mean, i have been in that trend wave. skinny jeans, skinny t-shirt, all black, oh well i wear those things 8 month ago. every day in 8 month ago i always listen to bands like job for a cowboy, bring me the horizon and other loud things, and when i listen to other music i said "what music is this?" with cynical expression. and then i dont know what, when and why something makes me think that, woooow im just so stupid. im trapped in that trend wave. that 'something' makes me think i have closed my own world and eyes to the entire world. the entire world got so rich, with different kind of music, people, and anything more. while my own world got so poor, it is just fulfilled by one type of music genre, and one type of people. that 'something' had push me to open my eyes, heart and my own world and think more globally. finally i have changed my music taste. i dont say i stop listening metal screamo hardcore and whatever it is, but i listen to MORE music, off course different music. i have removed that big big wall.
my personality and ideology changes.
personally, i feel i have changed. when i look back to my 8 month ago, it's just a different kind of me. 8 month ago, what can be described from me is: emotonal. yes, emotional, i use my emotion to run everything in my life. i make decision, i think, i study, all with emotion. 8 month ago, i make decision that is comfortable with me, and decision which makes me happy. then, one day i heard and read a word, "everyone who thinks with his or her emotion, is a stupid person". what the hell? this is totally wrong. that's what i thought firstly when i heard that word. then i asked my father, is that word right. he said yes, a smart person thinks with his or her logic, and decides which decision is right and good for all people, not decision which makes a happy feeling or comfort only for ourselves. i feel i changed alot after that. weew. i start to use my logic alot and less with emotion.
my relationship.
haa im very lucky to have ayie now.
oooohkay, well that was my reflection of myself, by me personally. give me comments if you dont or do see my changes.
bye
well, so, i mean too many changes in my life so far. personality, relationship, ideology, and even music taste.
yeay okaay, i will start from my changes in music taste.
8 month ago, it is like there is a big big wall in my music taste. yes i believe you guys know about the nowadays teenage trend that, hmmm trapped in a music genre called metal, screamo, hardcore or everything else around it. hahaha it's just embarassing to think of it and telling it that i have been behind that wall. i mean, i have been in that trend wave. skinny jeans, skinny t-shirt, all black, oh well i wear those things 8 month ago. every day in 8 month ago i always listen to bands like job for a cowboy, bring me the horizon and other loud things, and when i listen to other music i said "what music is this?" with cynical expression. and then i dont know what, when and why something makes me think that, woooow im just so stupid. im trapped in that trend wave. that 'something' makes me think i have closed my own world and eyes to the entire world. the entire world got so rich, with different kind of music, people, and anything more. while my own world got so poor, it is just fulfilled by one type of music genre, and one type of people. that 'something' had push me to open my eyes, heart and my own world and think more globally. finally i have changed my music taste. i dont say i stop listening metal screamo hardcore and whatever it is, but i listen to MORE music, off course different music. i have removed that big big wall.
my personality and ideology changes.
personally, i feel i have changed. when i look back to my 8 month ago, it's just a different kind of me. 8 month ago, what can be described from me is: emotonal. yes, emotional, i use my emotion to run everything in my life. i make decision, i think, i study, all with emotion. 8 month ago, i make decision that is comfortable with me, and decision which makes me happy. then, one day i heard and read a word, "everyone who thinks with his or her emotion, is a stupid person". what the hell? this is totally wrong. that's what i thought firstly when i heard that word. then i asked my father, is that word right. he said yes, a smart person thinks with his or her logic, and decides which decision is right and good for all people, not decision which makes a happy feeling or comfort only for ourselves. i feel i changed alot after that. weew. i start to use my logic alot and less with emotion.
my relationship.
haa im very lucky to have ayie now.
oooohkay, well that was my reflection of myself, by me personally. give me comments if you dont or do see my changes.
bye
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